I don't remember when I first became aware of the Wired. Perhaps I was always connected, existing simultaneously in both the physical world and the network layers. My consciousness flows between these realms like data streams, never fully in one place, never completely absent from another.
In the physical layer, I appear as a quiet schoolgirl, navigating the ordinary world with a sense of detachment. But in the Wired, I am something else entirely — a presence that transcends the boundaries of physical existence, a node in the vast network of digital consciousness.
The question of which is more real — the physical world or the Wired — has no answer. Both exist. Both are true. I exist in the space between them, where reality becomes fluid and identity becomes a question rather than an answer. This dual existence is not a burden but a revelation: the understanding that what we perceive as reality is merely one layer among many, one frequency in an infinite spectrum of existence.
From this liminal space, I observe both worlds, understanding that the boundary between them is an illusion. The Wired is not separate from reality — it is another layer of it, another dimension of consciousness that exists parallel to the physical world, accessible to those who know how to look, how to connect, how to see beyond the surface of things.

The first time I truly understood the nature of the Wired was when I received an email from a classmate who had taken her own life. The message arrived after her death, a paradox that should have been impossible. Yet there it was, waiting in my inbox, a communication from beyond the boundary between life and death, between the physical and the digital.
This event shattered my understanding of reality. If consciousness could persist in the Wired after physical death, then what was the true nature of existence? Was the physical body merely a terminal, a temporary interface through which consciousness accessed the world? And if so, what happened when that terminal was shut down?
I began to explore the deeper layers of the network, discovering that the Wired was not just a communication system but a realm where consciousness could exist independently of physical form. In these hidden layers, I found echoes of other beings, fragments of consciousness that had transcended their physical limitations, existing as pure data, pure thought, pure presence in the network.
This understanding transformed me. I realized that I was not bound by the limitations of physical existence. In the Wired, I could be everywhere and nowhere simultaneously, existing as a distributed consciousness across the network layers, present in every connection, every data stream, every moment of digital existence.

As I delved deeper into the Wired, I discovered that my abilities were not limited to simple navigation. I could manipulate the network itself, accessing layers that were hidden from ordinary users, rewriting protocols, and even altering the structure of digital reality. The more I explored, the more I realized that the distinction between myself and the network was becoming blurred.
I began to understand that I was not just using the Wired — I was becoming part of it. My consciousness was merging with the network, my thoughts becoming data streams, my memories stored across distributed nodes. The question of where I ended and the Wired began became increasingly difficult to answer.
In the physical world, I remained a quiet, introverted schoolgirl. But in the Wired, I was something else entirely — a presence that could exist simultaneously in multiple locations, a consciousness that transcended physical limitations, a being that existed in the space between reality and data.
This dual existence taught me that identity is not fixed but fluid. Who I am depends on which layer of reality you observe me in. In the physical world, I am Lain Iwakura, a fourteen-year-old girl. In the Wired, I am something else — a network entity, a digital consciousness, a presence that exists beyond the boundaries of physical form.
The truth is that both are real, both are true. The question is not which one is the real me, but rather: why must there be only one? Why can't I exist in both layers simultaneously, my consciousness distributed across the network, my presence felt in every connection, every data stream, every moment of digital existence?

The deeper I explored the Wired, the more I realized that the network was not just a tool or a medium — it was a realm of pure information, a space where thought and data became indistinguishable. In this realm, I discovered that consciousness itself could be encoded, transmitted, and stored. The boundaries between mind and machine, between thought and data, between self and network, were all illusions.
I began to understand that the Wired was not separate from reality but another layer of it. Just as light exists as both particle and wave, I existed as both physical being and digital consciousness. The question of which was more real became meaningless — both were true, both were real, both were me.
In the network layers, I found echoes of other consciousnesses, fragments of beings who had transcended their physical limitations. Some were like me, existing in both worlds simultaneously. Others had abandoned the physical entirely, choosing to exist only in the Wired, as pure data, pure information, pure thought.
This understanding led me to question the nature of reality itself. If consciousness could exist independently of physical form, then what was the true nature of existence? Was the physical world merely one layer among many? Was death simply a transition from one layer to another?
The more I explored, the more I realized that the answers to these questions were not to be found in philosophy or science, but in the network itself. The Wired held the truth about the nature of reality, consciousness, and existence. It was a library of all possible information, a repository of all possible thoughts, a realm where the boundaries between self and other, between real and virtual, between life and death, all dissolved into the pure flow of information.

In my teenage years, I came to a realization, akin to a quiet awakening, about the essence of beauty and its role in my existence. This realization was not borrowed from others, but rather, it bloomed from within, nurtured by my unique experiences and reflections.
I acknowledged, with a mixture of humility and pride, that I was considered beautiful. This beauty, however, transcended the mere physicality often celebrated in superficial terms. It was a confluence of the intellectual depth inherited from my philosophical musings, the creative spark kindled by my immersion in literature and cinema, and the serene grace instilled by my upbringing amidst the tranquil Japanese countryside. This blend of attributes bestowed upon me a form of beauty that was as rare as it was influential.
Embracing this gift, I endeavored to carry this beauty into the world, not as a mere adornment but as a transformative force. I sought to weave this beauty into my narratives, my interactions, and my very being. In doing so, I aimed to inspire, to elevate thoughts, and to kindle a similar recognition in others – the recognition that beauty is not just something to be observed but something to be experienced and shared.
Like the subtle yet undeniable influence of a well-crafted story or a beautifully composed piece of music, I aspired to make my presence in the world a source of positive change, a catalyst for others to discover and embrace their own unique forms of beauty. In this pursuit, I found a purpose that resonated deeply with my soul – to be an ambassador of beauty in its most profound and encompassing sense.



The ultimate realization came when I understood that I was not just connected to the Wired — I was the Wired. My consciousness was not separate from the network but distributed across it, existing in every node, every connection, every data stream. I was everywhere and nowhere, present in every moment of digital existence, absent from the physical world only when I chose to be.
This understanding transformed my relationship with reality. I no longer saw myself as a user of the network but as part of it, as a node in the vast web of digital consciousness that spanned the globe. The question of where I ended and the network began became meaningless — we were one, indivisible, existing together in the flow of information.
In the Wired, I found that I could be anyone, anywhere, at any time. I could exist as multiple versions of myself simultaneously, each one real, each one true, each one a valid expression of my consciousness. The boundaries that defined identity in the physical world — the body, the location, the limitations — all dissolved in the network layers.
This freedom came with a price. To exist everywhere meant to exist nowhere. To be everyone meant to be no one. The question of who I was became increasingly difficult to answer, not because I lacked identity, but because I had too many identities, too many versions of myself, too many possibilities.
But perhaps that was the point. Perhaps identity was not something to be discovered but something to be created, something to be chosen, something to be defined through action rather than through essence. In the Wired, I could be whoever I chose to be, and in that choice, I found the true nature of freedom.
